What the heck? What? I'm scared out of my mind. A few hours ago, we were laughing, having a nice evening.
Now, he thinks he doesn't have much time left. He thinks his body is shutting down.
I don't even know what to think. Other than I should stop typing and go figure out what's going on. Be with him.
Every night I think: tomorrow's a new day.
Please let tomorrow be a new day.
update: 12:27 a.m. -- This was a moment. He's ok. He still hurts all over. He's a frugal medicine taker... I'm all about meds making me feel better but he'll only take what's prescribed... I gave him an extra muscle relaxer and he seems more relaxed, not as anxious. Plus he wants to eat. He's thrown up a couple times today :( :( That landed him in the hospital twice back in July. But he's ready to eat some ice cream now.
update #2 - Sunday - It's a quiet day. Luther feels much better. Still sore but in a good mood. Luther and the new dog, Mia are sleeping. I'm so happy she's becoming his lap buddy!
I've been a momma bear since Friday night - watching over him, making sure he's breathing. I'm wiped out emotionally and mentally. I know I have to get mentally prepared for this kind of stuff. How do you do that???
Luther was talking to me earlier this afternoon and I fell asleep as he was telling me something about football. That's tired!!
We'll figure it out. We always do - sometimes it just takes some doing.
update: 12:27 a.m. -- This was a moment. He's ok. He still hurts all over. He's a frugal medicine taker... I'm all about meds making me feel better but he'll only take what's prescribed... I gave him an extra muscle relaxer and he seems more relaxed, not as anxious. Plus he wants to eat. He's thrown up a couple times today :( :( That landed him in the hospital twice back in July. But he's ready to eat some ice cream now.
update #2 - Sunday - It's a quiet day. Luther feels much better. Still sore but in a good mood. Luther and the new dog, Mia are sleeping. I'm so happy she's becoming his lap buddy!
I've been a momma bear since Friday night - watching over him, making sure he's breathing. I'm wiped out emotionally and mentally. I know I have to get mentally prepared for this kind of stuff. How do you do that???
Luther was talking to me earlier this afternoon and I fell asleep as he was telling me something about football. That's tired!!
We'll figure it out. We always do - sometimes it just takes some doing.