Distance

I feel myself putting distance between me and Luther.  Is this natural?  A part of the process?

I pull away.  He pulls away.  We're both in our respective corners, avoiding each other.

We need to figure something out.  Not quite sure what.  How to have fun?

I want him to talk to me.  Come to me and say - this is what I can do.  This is what I want to do.  Rather than me driving the fun bus - or the whole bus - all the time.

I feel like a mom, not a girlfriend.  I sense that spells doom for a relationship.  Not even a mom, really. More like a robot helper.